What ifs and should haves

When I used to explain about my illness to someone I always say I feel betrayed by the state, hearing this people would come up with things like 'what did anyone out there has to do anything with ur illness,they would say there is tb bacteria in the air and you got it that's all, nothing else! and I would go on with "govts didn't tackle, their Inaction and thats how I got TB". And the reactions goes like 'it's sad u have drug resistant tb but blaming it on the govts is stupid, they say I politicize everything and then send me reports proving the govts stand that says they will end tb in 2025, 2030 in some. And today, now when there are even scarier reports coming up ppl are cheering for the temples and the statues again, they would come with another time frame and say we will end tb, covid or whatever and many would buy that. The thing is in between the cheering, the debates, the truth and the lies many are dying.