Exhaustion to stillness
From briefing it all, to detailing From detailing to getting into the nuances From there to opening up From openness to desperate need to be heard. To be listened, to be asked, to communicate, to connect To be enquired, like, u said so things went wrong, wats wrong? I am here. To be assured, to try knowing wats in one's head Wanting to be asked to keep talking, To never hear from the other side to stop talking To never ever come across exclusion To have a part, a role, some hope For the exhaustion to be understood To not be pushed to the stillness, to not be sunken Coz exhaustion is deep long breathing, A hole in the heart, heavy in the lungs, Not knowing where the body wants to go, Falling to the hollow depth From noise to silence From chaos to numbness From exhaustion to stillness.