What ifs and should haves

Often they are the ones who howls , whistles and are titled "mischievous" in any classroom...Every school or college student will have events  piled in their minds , the crazy deeds of these set of restless pupil in any class...teachers call them "backbenchers"...They are the ones who are adversely affected with the killer looks of those so called intelligent ones in the front bench..but I would say these are the ones who will hold and lend their loving hands when you are in distress..be them seated at the back. ..irritate with those pitchless and senseless songs but somewhere, somehow they become the heroes , they are in a way! Because they hold a heart inside...They don't care about the lectures but they do cry when that teacher whom they loved so much bid adieu from the stream..They won't compare your marks with theirs..everytime it's not because they can't score ..its because their minds are broad enough to handle if tests are tough and ma

If you ask me to select the best among my school teachers and college teachers, I would obviously select my college faculty ...if you ask me to choose the best among school management system or college management system, I would definitely select college system as the best...if u ask me to fill the gap of my favourite teacher, I would pen down the name of my college department head... And that’s my personal likes...I would say I am one among those fortunate students who have been lucky enough to taste the joy of education and learning...I am happy with the college ,I love my teachers.....But  this “YOU” is haunting me.....And so I am............... Ashamed to be the part of this shameless crowd....And when I say that I do mean “shameless crowd”...But it’s just YOU and YOUR supporters in this shameless crowd... Just stop calling me”Oye South Indian” when you know what my name is...just stop giving that upsetting stares to my friends who are foreigners so that they can stay comfo

Treading on the streets of my place there is a lot to watch...And I can beautifully elaborate the beauty that India is known and claims to have...Nature has by itself crowned these places with her beauty...I could see my neighbour’s garden so adoring and amorous...I admired the nearby villas for its scenic beauty that allures people towards it...  But what very lately I understood is that the sense one applies to his individual beautifying and the attitude that one shows towards his or her compounds is different when it comes to things as a whole... My gardens are clean not the public roads..Why??Why because it’s my “garden” and the road is everyone’s...that’s where it fails to make people understand that as a dustbin at your home is to dump wastes while the one on the public place too is for the same...we close the water pipe tight at home...Because when water just flows out of the tanks, we are charged for it..But on the public places we are alright even with wasting water.

During my schooldays there were these friends of mine who fought for my lunch box...At times I didn’t even get to taste the dishes my mom made...Often it was grabbed by my mischievous set of friends...if its omelette in it..easy for them to tear.....chicken means easier to choose the best piece...And if its beef..then they make sure they clean every corner of the box and return it on time... It was the best jovial time for us when guys from our class go for shabarimala pilgrimage...We eagerly waited for them to come back..Not because we yearn to see them soon...It’s the love for that “aravana paaayasam” (temple offering)..That tempting sweet dish. That they bring for us make them our favourite... And celebrations were another exciting times...when we draw the plan of the party: it’s from “classic decorations, dj party to dinner”    ...While when the day comes, due to short of money we often ends up hanging two- three balloons...and many at times our teachers were against that

Today...That is 13 th of October was quite a casual day for me...May be a day that was little more thought provoking than usual...I often do not get into discussions in my classes in college .it’s not because I am ignorant towards the issues that are discussed ..Its just that I never felt I could hear sensible comments ,be it in support ,be it  against... from my class...It’s kind of ....say: if the topic is on women empowerment..What goes on in my class is a boys v/s girls session...so I am like...”it’s better I talk less here”...and I always talk less there...I am on definite silence... But questions often leave me restless...And today in my morning lecture my teacher raised a question...he asked “should prostitution be  legalized ??”...and then answers  popped up...one was like “it should be legalized because it is where women’s power is portrayed in the true spirit”....many  similar answers about the power of women in different languages came up...I wanted to get up and tell t

A question that peeps in frequently in my mind from the very start of my routine...my day begins with a refreshing face wash and there when I see a yellow tint in the water it angers me because when I pay my tax for the water services ..How come I get supplied with dirty water...herein I doubt... AM I JUST A TAX PAYER?? .When I go get a few edibles of my choice from the nearby canteen I presume that its healthy to take in, unless I see filth stuck on its packing...And then I curse myself for trusting the food inspection schemes of the government...and herein I doubt AM I JUST A TAX PAYER?? A fine walk and a smooth ride on the roads are hindered with gutters and puddles....Men die or perish on the road due to the horrific state of the roads, speeding, less security to masses..... Where elected leaders and public servants go with innumerable escorts mostly for an inauguration .An inauguration that would make the whole place cordoned, schools closed, hospital not approachable, t

Change is  soothing until and unless it haunts peace..everyday in school was exciting for me not because I had a very good teacher to guide ...it was just because I had jovial sets of friends with whom I felt easy and comfortable more than in any lecture...  when I have stepped into college and so are they ..and when those cute little moments flash through my mind I deliberately push them out...may be because I am a girl so stubborn to think that matters that are "OK" for many seem so awkward to me..analysing all of them I still feel that  the word "maturity "  is not right the way my  so called  "grown up" school friends  have defined.. when they were crowned with a teen title and gradually "adult " they might have thought attaining things that are far off reach equals to reaching the pinnacle of success..I heard them using words that were unknown to many of us like "stuff","weed"..and so on..guys who still yesterday discuss

Every moment I set my eyes through that window pane..All I could see was them..making mortar, building those brick blocks , fixing the wooden frames, welding , shaping the granites ..from dawn to dusk ! They get so much into the work , so determined to build that house in accordance with the design. People in the same trade have all got their names and decoration , like:Engineer, Architect, Interior designer! But who owns the house for now!? The owner? May be it's the owner who has the right over it..but then I can see these men indulged in different tasks , work whole day , live in the same partially built house which is not just their workplace but home for now. ..home for that span of time till their contract is done. When people look,they seem to be dirty and that's because they deal with mud and sand..We tend to call them filthy , never remembering the effort they have put into build our houses and palaces...We claim those as our houses but those were their home at firs

This would be the vision that every aspiring student would foresee about his/her country .It would be the most awaited period of the nation to elect a person, present their nation in his/her hands to nurture, permit him/her to carry their land ...I am not sure whether the total population of the country go excited about it, but anyways it’s the nature of the student population to always peep in those political spheres and realize what’s in the current affairs..How a leader handles issues! Could we expect a better political pace!!??And when the neutral analysts of the country states that the corruption isn’t removed but in fact its fluctuating with a hype in the stats...THAT’S where!!That’s where promises break, that’s when it gets tougher to convince people that “politics isn’t dirty” ....but it hasn’t given any new form of relief by the new ruling fragment that they have elected for... Religion!! A very pure term for the devotees, a so harsh term for the atheists, A very well sh

And when he pulls ,he  doesn’t care whether the sun is harsh or the careless rains shower..All those snaps that flashes through him are about his innocent boys at home, he knew that this dirty notes which rich call Cash has so far not played any role in his half built abode..It would fill his boys stomach but could never wipe their dripping tears.. It’s easy for me to switch on my P.C ,feel that air conditioned ambience all around ,smell that tempting coffee with each word  I type ,be it about his miseries, be it about his hurdles ..Its just a very easy task for me to attempt a write up.. justify every moment that every job has its struggles to cross...but i bet this man has a long way crossed his struggles..And world sees him unsuccessful!!??That could be a wonderful joke because this rickshaw puller pulls his vehicle when the world rests with their dear ones, when its festival time in his colony he would be the only one who is miles far from his home ...and for this reason don’